As much as I'm trying to be understanding,
I still think that the other party hav a part to play.
I will be gone for a week.
And there's that whole week for u to have fun.
All I ask now is for u to spend QUALITY time with me.
Not some time spending rushing here and there,
meeting this and that.
I'm hurt right to the heart.
Surprisingly, u din noticed.
I want to act normal, as if I'm not hurt at all.
But my face and the tone of my voice are not trained to lie.
U want freedom, I downright understand.
But u see, I'll be gone one week now.
So, would u give me back ur understanding?
I'm pissed.
But I'm still trying to BE understanding.
It's ok.
I'm cool.
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I got a shocked of my life btw.
He says he still loves me.
I feel like slapping his face.
Y wait until a few months, and more significantly,
until I've found a new love?
Thanks for e teddy anyway.
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Bye people.
I'm off to Vivocity, which is very tentatively speaking.
And then to the weirdest wedding of the year.
Hahahhaah..
Rite NaD?
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And then I'm off to Indon.
With the people I think deserve my love more.
I'm gonna miss my mom.
And if anything happens to me there ( I said IF!),
please tell her I love her.
And Aisah, I miss u too!
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