BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

Monday, April 30, 2007

Hahahaha.... Bully Aini day sungguh tk menjadi.

And tomoro shall be the Bully 153 day ok people.

By the way I do realised this bad habit of mine -

I always reply tags/sms/email very late.

Heh.

Anyway a lot of wonderful things have been happening to me.

I LOVE CHEERLEADING!!!

Thank you Faddy.

And Nisa - for ur craziness.

Coach put me in one of the front rows.

And gave me a very difficult job - e back support.

That means, whther the stunts goes up or not, it would heavily depend on me.

That. Is so pressurizing.

But its a-okay huh. Coz I love doing what I'm doing.

I gained a lot of friends sahh..=)

lovelove.

But I will never ever abandoned e old ones.

I love all of them.

To the core. That tym I was passing by I was suddenly remembered about the

time me aisah and hafiz carried a lot of things to ECP.

It was so memorable .. I miss those moments.

I actually smiling to myself all e way nasib my fren tk nampak.

Ok ppl. I shall update again later.

Before I meet az and my darling Tasha.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Eh?? whose tat?

its narrie!!!

and to those who knows her..

she looks different kan?

heh.. jambuuuu

Well, today narimah came to my house to 'consult'

me abt make up. well im amateurish im make up if u compare me to those prof ones.

tpi bleh tahanlah kan.

weeeeeeeee...........

she's so pretty....

aini and narrie. i loveee my nails!!!!

mestilah jambu.

tgklah saper yg style kan dier..hheheehh

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Thursday, April 26, 2007

ohmigod . the pic here is very small lahhh....

I dun have to reiterate how much I love these people rite?

yes?

well.....

I LOVE THEM SOOOO MUCH!!!!!

They are my lifeeeee...!!!!

And I love them so much.

(eh i said it again)

Aisah, sorry eh aku asyik kacau kau.

Best ah.

Ok. Aini shall isytihar kan bahawa besok adalah....

BULLY NADIAH DAYYYYY

coz we havents bully her yet.

hehehehehe....

~~Bully Aisah day~~

~~Bully Hafiz day~~

~~Bully Fairuz day~~

Bully Nadiah day

Bully Nisa day

Bully Fassi day

Bully Dinie day

then go back to Bully Aisah day

jgn 'tersendat' tau...

hahahahah.. ok insiders joke...

anyway cheerleading is a fucking routine.

im beginning to hate it.

when i wanted to quit,

they say they NEED me.

they WANT me.

But this is wat i get.

can i tell them smething?

FUCK OFF PLEASE CAN?

I so hate politics.

pity my cheer vice captain.

a victim of politics.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

My week in a glance =

Saturday - had to cancel all plans to complete homework.

Sunday - Complete homework at wdlands lib wit aisah and her *ehem* friend.

KTV-ing with darling Tasha, Apy, Fizah, Adismart, Adiboy, Berak and Ijam. Kena coloured by Ijam. Hahah... tulah kacau org ckp jgn lambat, diri sendiri lambat. hahahh.. Had fun. Even tho some gangster biskot tried to spoil the mood. Thanks to Tasha. Evrything went ok.

Monday - Bully-Hafiz day. Poured grape into his peach tea.

Gave his no to a pretty J1.

Saw Fz's face turned verrryyyy red.

And helped a junior to win e blog comp.

Its biased I know. Hehe

Hint* he's a cheerleader.... (huahahauhauhauu....)

P.E - did some relay technical stuff. I miss relaying.

I miss sprinting.

I miss being in the school's atheletic's team.

How I wish I hadnt injured my knee so that I can still sprint as fast.

Tuesday - Bully Hafiz day again. But dunno wat we did? Aper eh?

Wrote a nasty msg. Didnt feel good but hope fully he understands the bottomline of my actions.

Nasty, I know. But if theres no trigger, there would be no fire. =)

Wed - P.E - long jump. Miss long jump!!! Arghh!!! I wanna loseeee 2184146174219 kg so that i can be in an atheletics team!!!

But shit.

Oh yah speaking of which, I got Silver for my Napfa test.

And I realise that my 2.4 timing is only 22 seconds away from getting a Gold.

Blardy Hell.

But better than nothing lahhhh...

Today we went for e mly poetry recital comp.

Make up for my malay dancers darlingss n e singers.

Nice job done, I should say coz they look damn gorgeous.

Esp Fira, Aisah and Fas.

Oh yah.

Mr Hamim is sucha nice teacher.

Ms Chua too actually.

They are giving me second chance.

I wanna prove myself.

I shall work hard.

To keep myself fit.

And look sexier in the Cheer costume.

*lol*

I am so tired.

I just wanna lie down and fall asleep.

Eliminate tt notion of thinking I am afraid of u.

Coz I am only afraid on god and my mom.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Today is the I-dont-give-two-hoots-abt-wats-happening-around-me day.

My god. My friday was a freaky friday. Freaking faggot sahhh....

him: (said something i din quite hear)

me: ah?

him: ah?

me: aper?

him: aper?

me: pund*k ah. irritating siak.

and it happened for about a dozen times. dier ingat dier kelakar. keparat betol. luckily firlany saved e day... =) I enjoyed the talk in front of 'east coast'. Fir, ur so damn funny can?

Anyway, i have a lot of homework and I feel the great need to complete them. I made a pact with Ms Wang and I cant afford to disappoint her. I feel the need to show mum that I am not planning to disappoint her and especially after the Lasalle pact we made. I feel an even greater need not to disappoint myself.

I am tired of dating and I think I shall stop doing that. Its really a waste of time. I'm not ready for a relationship anyway and I've already been rejecting three guys who thinks that they love me when they relly dun. Fark. I'm not like a bastard who can stoop so low to have a rebound. I dun believe in rebounds and hurting ppl's feelings.

I'm tired of taking care of ppl's feelings and then realising tt they dun appreciate it. Fucking bastard. He wants the whole world to think that I am that type of gerl whom that bitch potrayed me to be. Hello Mr Bastard, if I go for guys who have bikes, i wouldnt have been your gerlfren you fucken drug arse You dun even have money, much less a bike. You think you're so great.

Ok. I feel great bitching about you. No wonder you are doing this to me. And for anyone else who have something to say about me, FUCK OFF.. this is my blog u fucken biatch.

Btw, the last post was updated by fassi darling. confused ke fz? =) and sorry narrie and tasha for cancelling the plans. and my junior cheerleader. i need to finish my hw. =) hope u guys understand. I miss my friends. The whole of 42A!! Get well soon Shan Shan darling.

And a big thanks and hug to Tasha for tt encouragement. This the reason why I love you.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Today is 20th april 2007.... fassi, ros and aini is at e foyer waiting for the special moment.... so aini, are we going to shop for key chains and book marks tmr??? oooh but nadiah got a date.... aisah got a new baby niece...... vroom vroom there goes e motor...
haha tt is so random... anyway today gp we have prepare to shoot the idols... and according to nad, we shall shoot HADI MIRZA!! yes yes yes i agree... hahahahaha....
and aini, vroooommmmm vroooom is cuming.........
i love aini... aini love me... we are happy famili wit a great big hug and a kiss from me to u... wun u say u love me too???
42a, kite kluar la beesookk... aku free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahah aniwae people,
signing off
fassi.....

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Monday, April 16, 2007

This is what i send a girl in frenster. For sending nasty testimonial to someone else talking about me.

"oh well. hello

thank you for your time bitching about me. I guess its really because u feel inferior to me thus explaining why u bothered at all. You feel good bitching about other people and when you don't it will be the time u realise how pathetic you feel inside.

Anyway I have never been out in a group made up many guys and me alone as a girl. If I do , i would have remembered. But im really not that kind of girl.

And besides, my face changes from time to time. So I do believe u have gotten the wrong girl because no one recognizes me from the past years. Anyway, I do not have a big butt. Its just sexier than yours, thus explaining your jealousy.

And girl, I dun return bitchiness with hatred. Thus , this msg is sent without a single tinge of resentment nor vulgarities.
Have a good day. And remember, what goes around comes around. =)"

So you see. I'm flattered. Seems like a lot of people are actually bothered about me. Gee, I must have made a deep impact on their life. =)

Anyway.... I'm so happy... I went 5 size down on my waist!!! Happy alam sey!!! Last year I wore size 33 but now I'm wearing size 28!!!! And my shirt - from 42 to 36!!!!!!!!!!! Happy nyerrrrr!!! =) =)

Ssaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaannnnnngg u all!!!

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Splendid melendid!!!!! Hahahahaa... Hhhaaha... Nadiah, jangkaan kau memang tepat. Ader orang gigit jari.. Hhahhaahaha.. Aiyohh. I love this.. I love my life. WWeEEeEEeEEee..... Padan muka ... Ok. Do i sound bitchy? Sorry. Dun mean to. Cuma, I'm happy coz once again its proven that I'm not on the losing end...

Here's how our msn chat goes like...

- Cheerleading, my passion. I LOVE AD ASTRA!!! - says:
kental siak
........ says:
aku memang kental
- Cheerleading, my passion. I LOVE AD ASTRA!!! - says:
tahu tkpe
........ says:
aku tak se vogue cam kau hehe jgn marah
- Cheerleading, my passion. I LOVE AD ASTRA!!! - says:
aku mmg vogue
- Cheerleading, my passion. I LOVE AD ASTRA!!! - says:
thank you
........ says:
welcome
........ says:
eh skg kau dah lain eh
........ says:
dah kurus sey
........ says:
kau pakai skirt cheer works ah eh
........ says:
clapclap

........ says:
tapi muka kau yg kat display ni tukar uh cam kene hentam ngan lorry je

(jambu2 gini dia kata kena hentam lori ... hahahaah -->)

- Cheerleading, my passion. I LOVE AD ASTRA!!! - says:
kau tahu kan after we break off aku tak makan two weeks
- Cheerleading, my passion. I LOVE AD ASTRA!!! - says:
lorry kau kata
........ says:
yeap
- Cheerleading, my passion. I LOVE AD ASTRA!!! - says:
at least lagi lawa dari ''some ppl'' ok
........ says:
skg kau dah weigh brape
- Cheerleading, my passion. I LOVE AD ASTRA!!! - says:
mana leh blg
........ says:
ah ah sey kau lagi lawa dari pompan aku sey

Hahhahaha..... kental kan? Haiz... Manusia manusia.. dah buat keputusan lepas tu menyesal. Haizz...

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Yesterday was a wonderfully splendid day. Not only do I get to study productively, I also managed to squeeze in some time for my wonderful friends. Words just arent enough to depict the real capacity of my colossal love for them. =) So let these images speak for itself..

Arent NaD and Dinie cute together? heheeh... Ok nottie aini shall not kacau them anymore or else... mati aku.. Thanks NaD for the geog homework!!!! I really love studying with them. They're really the most fun bunch of people. =)

Introducing Tasha, Ati and Tasha's friend. These girls rock my world can? We were laughing so hard, the whole civic centre could hear us. Kelakar sey Tasha.. she's so witty and selamba. I still cant forget tt garuk incident. Hahh!!! Tasha!!!! I ketawa sorang dalam mrt sey!!!! Hheheeh.. After the talk cock session outside civics, we went to ktv to join Shida, Kicap, Zali and Elias. Shida look so different sey. She slim down a lot sah.... And thank you Shida and Kicap for that encouragement.. I appreciate the fact that you guys are neutral towards me. =)

Oh yah, u guys know wat??? I accidentally stepped into the boys toilet and I saw a man urinating!!! Ohmigod! I could feel blood rushing thru my cheeks lah. It was so embarassing!! Luckily he didnt beat me up or something...

Anyway, Mom was really very sweet that morning. She told me that she sees no point in me doing something I dun like. So here's the deal, she says - study as hard as I can, she will pay for my fees to La Salle, School of Arts. I am sooooo elated!! Like , ohmigod.. finally my parents allow me to do something I really love!!!!! And at the same time, I know its expensive .. So, I shall not disappoint them. I must study hard! I love my parents to the core!!!!!

wEeEeEeeEEeeee.....

Anyway, I'm in love with manicure. Typical me. Every friday night , sat and sun confirm my nails will be colourful!! Then monday dah kena remove.. leceh.. Kalau lasalle tk yah..

I love daring colours. Daring colors are for daring people. You need confidence to do this people...

Reply to taggers = Nad, I love you to the core!!!

Aisah = eh, aku sizzling hot pe.. dah macam pizza lak..

kau aper kurangnyer.. dah banyak peminat sey

Fir = thanks yo. tkmolah puji banyak2.. kembang gue.

Fassi = hello nottie gerl...!! Hehehhe... thnk you for

the sweet tag. =)

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Friday, April 13, 2007

Today's post will be a helluva looonggg one. But fret not coz its peppered with photos. =)

So hop on for a visual orgasm!

We arent friends. We are sisters.

My darla...

My darlings look so hot!!!

42A Malay peeps featuring Ros on 06 Raya.

How I miss going out with them in big groups!! I am so thankful to have lovely friends like them - true ones. Ok ok. Why the sudden jiwang post? Well actually I was browsing through my frenster list and I saw my alma mater mates' profiles - immediately bringing me back to the past , the horrible past. Back then, I was wishing to be transferred to another school where people would accept me for who I am - flaws and all. But it seems that wishes doesnt come true. Only when I entered JC did I realised that God had been holding back a splendid surprise for me. Friends. Real ones. Lovely ones. The ones worth keeping. =)

Ok. Cant resist it. Must post this picture jugak. Thnks to those who commented. =) Aper dier NaD? Andy gigit jari? Gigit skali satu tangan! =) Hahhahaah.. No Aisah, dun start with the Zul thinggy...

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I've been wanting to post this up but kept forgetting. This is my room - a place I sought solace. Therefore, I keep it tidy and 'personalized' it. See those identical flowers? I painted them myself. =)

There's suppposed to be 3 clocks. Couldnt buy the third one coz it was out of stock. Thus, stuck with 2. Different timings on the clocks not to show diff international time but because one of the clock's battery is dead. =)

Even these walls were designed painted by yours truly.

These flowers and the borders too!

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Ok next. On the project we have done regarding the hydrological and human factors that affects the water ponding (aka mini flooding) in school. Look again at these photos and you'll understand why we embarked on this project. Its really darn horrible , the problem. Even the judges agree with us. He was commenting on why the school would access the opportunity cost of renovating the areas rather than the opportunity cost of students getting injured. Make sense?

Ok people. I've got to go and finish up home(joy). Though I'm in dire need of sleep .... CYA!!!!

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Thursday, April 12, 2007

wEeeEEeeeEEee!!!! Look at my new cheerleading costume! Hahahah...

Today has been a whooping helluva day! Evrything happen so perfectly well..! First of all, I arrived early to schl. Then we had our geog presentation and I was crapping confidently thru out!! Hahhaaha, Ros, I took over ur whole presentation so u better treat me to lunch ok? (kidding lah darling.. hehe) .

And then geog had been fun fun fun!! Mrs Siva was in a good mood man... And Econs lesson had been a productive and funny one. And MATHS!!!! I am so proud of myself and Hafiz!!! We missed all her lessons this week but we actually managed to learn the new topic in only half an hour!! Well, of course with the help of darling Afzal-en-nisa!!!!

Next, the break before MLEP was spent with dearest NaD, Izzati and Hafiz. We talked rubbish and laughed so hard I think the whole canteen could hear us. Hahhahhaa... Well, I'm just so jealous and excited that they are going to UK. I might be going to Negeri Sembilan with darling Aisah and Fz but I'm not sure if I really should go. It would be fun to go rite??? With DINIEEEEEEE... and if Cikgu permits, maybe non MLEP students can also join us. Then I shall force Fasihah and Nisa to go!!!! On the other hand, if we go, it means that we cant get to send Hafiz and NaD to e airport... Haiyahhhhh.. Y u fikir long term sangat ni Aini.. Hhahahahhhhaa.. =)

Ok nuff sidetracking.

MLEP was uber fun and funny. I laughed so hard I think my intestines were going to burst. I sabo-ed FZ and she sabo-ed me and I counter sabo-ed her... HAHHHHAHHHAHA.....and it was so funny lah... heheheheeheh..... Ahhhh~ school used to be sucha chore.. But with my lovely friends around me, it makes school a much more tolerable place.

And Dinie was looking so hot guiding the goal post. Heheheheeh.. In the words of Izzati adapted from JT. "You sexyback....!" Jgn kembang eh Dinie.... =) And Tasha!!! I LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT A LOT!!! You sweet lil thing!!! I love Aisah, NaD, Fz, Nisa, Fas, Fiz, Dinie!!!!

Btw, to a certain someone, I know it hurts. But I rather u be hurt now than later. I'm just not ready for a relationship and I think u deserve someone better. Sorry~

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;