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    Thursday, May 31, 2007


    I am officially pissed with someone.
    And I wouldnt be calling/smsing/msning him/her
    until my prelim is over.
    And I mean it.
    And if u feel tt Im ignoring you.
    Perhaps you are e person I am talking about.
    good day. =)
    ohyah.
    dunfindmeonlywhenyouneedme.andthrowmewhenudun.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;



    Ohmigod.
    It cant be happening...!!
    yes!
    it is!!
    =)
    I cant help but smile.
    Yes, good things DOES come to those who waits.
    I finally did something which my heart tells me to,
    and damn it feels good!!
    Not only am I not wasting my time, but
    I also gain ehem* and also
    hav more tym to study.
    So yeps.
    Memang all these while those ppl ARE passerbys.
    And why didnt I realise tt?
    Because i was blind!
    YES YES YES!!!
    I am so happy.
    Alhamdullilah.



    And damn, I am already missing NADIAH!!!!!
    Its 10 freaking days!!!
    I tot its only 5 days..
    I shud hav sent her.
    But i HAD to woke up with stomachache
    - e result of dunking half a bottle of cough syrup!!!
    NADIAH I LOVE YOU.
    n I AM MISSING YOU LIKE HELL!!!!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Wednesday, May 30, 2007











    I look terrible.
    I feel terrible.
    The sore in my throat is getting worst by the minute.
    The numerous pills my mom forced me to eat is not working.
    I have a migraine.
    My headache is colossal.
    I have no mood.
    I din go to school.
    They're going to think that I'm playing truant.



    To top it off, the temple is making so much noise.
    I cant sleep.
    Neither can I wake up.
    My brain isnt functioning.
    I feel like an arse.
    I am an arse.
    I havent start studying.
    I am very broke.
    I still owe Cikgu Hani.



    I cant log off msn.
    I cant even change e damn nick.
    Those biskot kept nudging me.
    I cant do my online assignment coz the
    migraine starts coming back when i stare at e screen.
    Some buggers kept smsing me.
    You, nak keluar?
    You wanna go out?
    You wanna watch movie?
    Freak lah. I'm sick ok.
    Some bugger kept nudging me.
    Y u never reply my msg?
    Y u never call me back?
    Y u ignoring me?
    Freak lah. I'm not interested in you ok.



    Then he msg me.
    'Hi'
    'Oh hey..'
    My world became better.
    exchange highlites of e day.
    I told him I'm stress.
    I was hoping he would ask me out.
    But he was busy.
    no wait.
    He din even know I **** him.



    And then he had to go.
    Shit.
    My headache came back.
    The temple became noisier.
    My room looked messier.
    (has it always been this messy?)
    Ah. darn.
    I have no mood.

    now i know how u feel, fyra.
    maybe its time we start being THAT thing.
    No wait.
    I think I already am.
    =)

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Sunday, May 27, 2007


    Today is purely a Monday Blues session for me. Not only did my cough worsen, but I discover that e uppermost pierced hole in my right ear is bleeding. That tym in schl I got reprimanded for wearing multiple earring so I took it off only to realise tt I have forgotten to put it back on about 24 hours later. In the midst of trying to poke e earstick into e closing hole, I actually poked a new hole. So the bleeding started and now its really swollen. But one thing for sure, my mom cannot know about this. "tulah, orang dah kata jgn tindik banyak2. dahlah macam dayak, sakit plak tu"

    She's been saying this so many times. And yes, taking care of SEVEN pierced holes is really troublesome. What with e losing of earstick during bedtime and also e closing of holes and e gettin caught in school for wearing multiple earstuds. And talking on the phone can sometimes cause a tinge of pain. Nevertheless i love my holes (I know it sounds wrong lah peopleeee....)

    newayz, I broke my promise of not falling in love like infatuation for someone at least until e A's have completed. Now I'm high on love like infatuation. Doinks. Double doinks. I cant believe I'm saying this but he's soooo doll faced. Somewhat like Barbie's boyfriend , Ken. Oh no. I am soooo not going to fall in love again. I better distract myself. Ahhh~ strawberry milkshake , my new love..

    I am cranky today. Every ten minutes, I get either an sms, a nudge or someone asking me , 'apasal you diam aje?' and every 1/2 hr I get an irritating call from some irritating biskot asking me y i never reply their sms. Motherfrodo betol. Don't these people get it? I am tired and busy and the only thing I would love to have is sometime alone by myself. And on top of that , some people that I expect to call me never call me. Ya what , time susah ajer kol aini. Tym tk perlukan aini then never call what....

    Oh yah. You know whats e most embarassing thing that happen today? Its that mom caught me smiling from ear to ear and heaving a soft 'yes! yes!' . Because he smsed me. I felt so embarassed can?

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Saturday, May 26, 2007


    The trip yesterday was somewhat hunky-dory and the most mangkok thing was that, I was e only one wearing a FULL uniform. =) After the trip, me and those beautiful ladies when to grab some lunch in the ohmigoditsdamnpack foodcourt. After which, Nad and Esah went for their 3 hours pantatcramming session while I headed straight home. Thought of contacting those ppl to rearrange the cancelled plans - but erm, I rather save the embarassment. "Ohhh, dah cancel plans dgn classmates baru nak keluar dgn I lah kira?" Its all too familiar. =) Then again, it has always been gurlfrens before guy frens. And its better that way.


    So while I tried some studying and tv watching, someone gave me a shock of my life. Apparently him and his gurlfren were fighting and is presently on each other's neck because of a third party. You'd probably guessed it - I'm e third party. Freak kan. I've made it clear to him tt I would never be a third party and if I were to accept someone's offer to be his girlfriend, I rather he be a single lad - preferably more than 2 months. (comes with no emotional baggage)


    My past relationship has been broken off by either third parties or has some significance of a third party - eversince then I keep telling myself I will never BE a third party. The sad part was that I cried after knowing they were fighting because I know how it feels to have your bf cheated your feelings for another girl. I've been in her shoes and now I'm doing this to another girl. That really got my mood down sey. I felt so freaking guilty for going out with him .

    I shall not be a third party. This I promise myself.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Thursday, May 24, 2007




    I did not mean to ignore or toy with your feelings but your incessant behaviour is really driving me crazy. Please, take a step back and release your grip off me. And let me breathe~ I did say that I need someone to guide me and that it would be nice to have a boyfren who is knowledgable is e religious field- but I DID not say that I WANTED a boyfriend. And I did not say that I love/like you. I merely meant to say that ur a nice guy. I know youre gonna hate me for doing this but I dont have a choice. Please. I need my blardy space.



    I am not ready for a relationship.



    I can give you a chance. But please treat me like a friend. Not a gf.


     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Wednesday, May 23, 2007


    hellooooo allll you cute lil earthlings.




    What an interesting day I've had. No wait. Everyday is an interesting day. Hehehhee... Well, anyhoots. Apparently some people tak happy with the fact that i reply msg/msn/frensta lambat. Despite the fact tt dier tahu yg Im like dat. Well. Sorry to say. Tapi awak sungguh tk significant in my life to the extent tt I have to layan ur kerenah. Puhleaseeee....

    again. my late reply to mah beautiful taggers.




    fiz = sayer sweet? mana ada.. awak lagi sweeetttt okaaayyyy?? thnk you for e concern tym i sakit. really appreciate it. =)



    fira = gurl!!!! awak hot dot com dan saya takbleh tashaannnnn... hehhehhee... study dates sound yummy peeee.... lain mcm jee bunyii... nottiieeeeeeee ehhhhh...

    lurveee = tasha laling. u nottie girl nvr msg me ahhh... u ahhh... miss u damn much ok.

    fassi = wah wah wah... ko ketawa kan aku banyak kali ehhhh... mestilah kelakar . aku kan clown 42a. aku diam pon korang ketawa. tk betolz dot com.

    soulquest = haha. nazree, awak bukan keseorangan. byk dah kena.

    raz = awaklah orangnya yg kata mak sayer spiderwoman. jahat sungguh. pastu lagi bleh suruh mummyyy web awak. jahat maut sey..

    phirangi = mentel eh... =)

    Hafiz = ermm.. thn u shall stick to 'Hafiz' or Bam?? or ermm..... biol? anyway it doesnt matter. pasal ko tk pon setahun sekali. mcm kuih raya. setahun hanya sekali... hehe..

    ikiram = andy saper siak? sungguh aku tk kenal sekali. barangkali alien dari planet Pluto Bluto.

    cheeky monkey = hey.. cheeky kepeeeeee.. sayer miss photogenic?? awaklagi hensem ok???

    Zevoticus = hey nick. remember our secret. i think tis sat got prob ah. got schl outing. get back to me... i know tis is e umpteenth. jgn maraaaaaaaaaahhh pls???

    edbs = nk advertise bole. tapi awak sungguh biadab tkde sopan langsung.

    prataplaster = heh. sapeeerrrrrrrrrrr aje tau....... sayer ckp sayer terpikat.. tk semestinya sayang/cinta/suka.. sesungguhnya lelaki itu sungguh kacak .... =)

    zee = sebok ajer nama sama. perangai sama. but!! man in uniform alertt!!!!!!

    heh.
    ok..
    im done..
    im sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
    kalauhatidahterpikat,aperygpatotkubuat...heheheh

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;





    Some people just don't get it.


    If its maghrib, it is the DO NOT KACAU AINI period. So for those who still doesnt get it here's an Idiot's Guide to Whats Not.

    Do Not call Aini for more than 3 times. If she doesnt pick up the phone, she doesnt want you calling in the first place.

    Do Not call her sayang/darling/baby if you arent her boyfriend. Unless she has a major on crush on you. Please practice some self pride and do NOT assume tt she DOES have a crush on you.

    Do Not nudge Aini on msn at all. She hates that.

    Do Not use any vulgarities on Aini. She would simply delete your number off her handphone.

    Ok . I hope 'some' people will understand me better thru this post. I have an issue with being aggravated during this period - thus e extra exasperation. On the other hand, you aggravators ought be proud of me because I controlled my anger successfully. After years of mengamokness during e maghrib period, I started working towards calming myself down rather than turn the house upside down. See? I can even joke with you.. Kdah. I wanna go pray. Even the kafiruns pray. Inikan lagi orang islam. Eh? sungguh takde mengena dot com.

    Will update again later with something interesting. Watch this space.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Tuesday, May 22, 2007


    ~ stay out of my fantasy ~

    hey hey. mua knight in shining amour, where art thou?? hahaa.. so random papadom. anywayz, hello to all earthlings. y's aini extra high, u mite ask.. well, im tryng to 4get the things tts bothering me rite now. So yeah. My day was a gargantuanly interesting one. It started with my dad waking me up by tickling my feet coz he knows i hate that!!!! and hell, i really hate it!! But i couldnt care less this morning coz my throat was uberly thorny. As if a miniteeeny durian got stuck in my larynx.

    anyhoots, me and mummy went to schl and paid e schl a total sum of nearly 4grands. wth! punyerlahmahalnakmampos. hahahahha... and my mom actually held up her palms and prayed tt those moolahs would not go down the drain. of course she was teasing me. but i was pissed off lah. yelah.. dgr2 anak mak yang satu ni bodoh peeeee.....

    and we went to lot after tt. wah... my mummy dah ketagih sushi sey... orang beli dier pon nak.. "adik ni aper?" " pork floss" "abeh beli?" "abeh sedap, belilah" hahahhahaha... nolah.... its just some chicken quack quack floss (dgr2 chicken quack quack)Z

    then mummy top up my card lagiii.. wah . padahal last weeek nyer credit masih byk. heh. shhhhhhhhhh.. tkmo bising. mati aku lau dier tahu. heehhe.. asyik bergayut je si anak dara ni. bebual ngan saper je... bebual dgn buah hatilah.... bedek. padahal org kol semua aku tk angkat. well. wat to do... hp rosak.. *ehem*ehem* bdae gue 16 june tau. i sukerr yang sony ericsson ok???

    oit. merepekssss... ok anyway. i love the attention im getting now. rrrriiiiggghhhttt... thus explains the "sneaky sneaky cheeky monkey nottie nottie.." huahauhauhaua.. oklah. gue mau tido yah.. cya all besok.. byez. dan missyfz, gue begitu rindu sama lo!!! ntah mengapa yah... dan tasha, gue juga rindu ingin berjumpaa.... kamu dimana sik....????


    i better get back to msn. according to some people (a cute one at that) my keyboard dah tercabut. keyboard tercabut tkpe bang. jgn scrotum awak tercabut. OPPSSS!!! hahahaha

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Sunday, May 20, 2007


    Im so sick I think I could die. I think its e camp - shouted, scream, cheered too much. Now my throat is coarse.I feel like as if I have metal blades stuck on my tonsils.To top it off, i feel like as if my pleghms is clogging my oesophagus.Yucks.I woke up feeling so groggy and wondering what the hell happened to my weekends now that Monday is here to stay.


    Anyway, I've had e weirdest dream ever. I dreamt tt i went jogging with Paris Hilton and we wanted to change east coast into the most beautiful beach ever. But when we were there, we were distracted by a swimming pool and saw J.Lo.Paris had a tiff with J.lo and ended up electrocuting us in the swimming pool while we were skinny dipping.
    What a bimbotic dream.
    =)


    Ok. Since I'm bored and there's no one else to humour me, let me post about random things that you might wanna know or could have
    already known about me. =)

    Fact 101 - Aini's Life.

    Fact #1 -> I am allergic to prawns. And every 2 to 3 weeks, I become allergic to chicken, eggs, milk.

    Fact # 2 -> I tend to remisnice about funny times when I'm alone. And I've been caught many times smiling or even laughing to myself when I'm alone in the bus/train.

    Fact # 4 -> I love men in uniforms. =) I might just drool~

    Fact # 5 -> I love cute stuffs. I have winnie the pooh pencil and chip n dale notebooks and many other cute stuffs.

    Fact # 6 -> I have 4 different msn emails. hahaha.. Its all full! So fz, does tt explains y i am online but u never see me? sneaky sneaky eh..


    Fact # 7 -> I love green tea. And everytime I meet Jamil or Wady, they are always equipped with a fresh bottle of green tea. Sweet kan?

    Fact # 8 -> My ex-bfs are either guys who are 2 years younger than me or 6 years older than me. I dun really click with the in-betweens. Y ah?

    Fact # 9 -> I hate chocolates with nuts. Actually, I dun think I really like chocolates at all.

    Fact # 10 -> I think strawberry milkshakes are orgasmic.

    Fact # 11 -> I still watch cartoons - Spongebob Squarepants and Powerpuff Girls.

    Fact # 12 -> A lot of unknown beings added me on friendster. But I only accept girls or guys who look decent. Those with a lot of sexy and bitchy girls in their friends list will be rejected.

    Fact # 13 -> I grouped my handphone no list in categories - 1) Darlings. 2) 0642a 3)0642b 4)Ijc Peeps 5) Rugby 6) Teachers 7) Cheer 8)Boy 9) Doinks 10) Matrep 11) Kss 12)Relatives 13) Rakyat

    Fact # 14 -> I prefer going dutch. And I'm not the type of girl who expects guys to fetch or send me home. I'm a new breed of woman. hahahah.. mcm paham je.........

    Fact # 15 -> I cannot stay as friends with my ex-boyfriends. I would eventually start hating them. hahahaha...

    Fact # 16 -> My mom always scold me for the things I didnt do but never scold me for the things i did. Weird kan? Hahahah...

    Fact # 17 -> I think all 0642a gurls are very pretty.

    Fact # 18 -> I have a bad habit of either replying late or not replying at all to msgs - be it hp, emails, msn, friendster. Unless ur my fav girlfriends like e 42a girls, tasha, or ati. =)

    Fact # 19 -> I love to manjakan my gurlfriends. Juz ask them =). N bfs too. If i have bf lah. But im happy being single I dunno why sah... hahaha..
    Fact # 20 -> I seriously think that my 21 year old sister is irritating.



    Oklah. Byk2 kang boring pulak u all..
    Anywayz there are a lot of things tt happened to day tt tickles my funny bones. I think I've grown six packs.
    On the phone;



    him "How come your mom tak kasi suscribe to SCV?"
    me "Kalau suscribe nanti my dad melekat dekat channel bola. I pulak melekat dekat Cartoon Network."
    him " Lah.. abeh your mom plak? MELEKAT PAT TEMBOK ? Dah macam spiderwoman sey..."
    Got me laughing non-stop for half an hour.

    A guy gave me his hp no on friendster.
    I smsed like this "Hi nama I Marina. Tapi nama betul I Farid. I gay.. Bleh kenal2."
    He msged me back " Sial peh jantan."
    Short and sweet kan.
    Hhehehehe.. of course, he then knew it was juz me.

    My hot gf msg me this,
    " OMG I FOUND MY ........ I DESERVE TO B SPANKED AT THE EYEBALLS!"
    she got me laughing for 15 mins non stop sah...

    Someone wanted me to wake him up.
    So i did.
    i called and put down. called and put down.
    then i msged.
    " I will keep annoying you until u really wake up"
    " Ok. I'm already awake. You lagi teruk dari alarm bell sey"
    a few seconds later he msg me.
    "I nk tido balik jap. 5 mins, le?"
    hahahahaha... ya allahh....

    a few days ago i tried to save a few pieces of foolscap paper by applying correction liquid on the few written words so tt the paper can be used again. After much hardwork, I realised that the foolscap paper had been largely torn. And worst - I was actually being watched by fasihah!! And she laughed at me non stop sah...!!!!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;



    fly keppeeeeeeee
     nilah dier kawan ku. nama dier nisa... kiut kan??? mcm nk cubitttt...
     thats us... e bumble bees!!




    Didn't I keep telling you how much I hate Sundays?
    Its the day tt teachers choose to give new homeworks via
    email, mlg or handphone chains.
    And its the day that I panic whenever I open my inbox
    and realised how technology is becoming more of a nuisance
    rather than a help.
    Think about it, w/o emails or hps, teachers cant possibly be giving
    you last minute homeworks right?







    Well, hello all readers.
    Ive already editted my blogskin to make it simpler and more readable.
    Its not as messy and wordy lagi kan???
    So.
    Ive been gone too long arent I?
    (Its only a week but I know u miss me.. hahaha..)
    So here's a brief description of how my week went by.
    First of all, I've been dreaming of Aixin everyday b4 e performance.
    In my dreams, she's so fragile and I feel so protective of her.







    On Monday I got two days mc despite e fact tt I'm not really sick.
    And in e polyclinic, I caught a Fandi Ahmad lookalike starring at me.
    Of course , my instinct told me to smile.
    I did, and i guess he wanted to asked for my no coz he was waving at me when I went out of the pharmacy.
    Only to find out tt my ex was nearby and giving me that
    dont-you-even-think-about-it kinda face.
    Oh wells.
    Missed tt chance.





    Then came e issue of age gap.
    Hmm... I shall elaborate more the next tym.
    But erm.
    You guys may have most probably heard me talking about it.





    Subsequently, I have to admit,
    I havent been concentrating in class.
    I am sooo sleeepyyyy albeit e late practices.
    Now that its over, i can finally heave a sigh of relief.
    I'm gonna miss cheerleading tho.





    The performance was great.
    Even tho there were soo many hiccups.
    We managed to pull it through and just cheered throughout.
    The juniors are learning fast.
    Well, I'm kinda disappointed tt we cant hold a standing teddy bear
    but had to make do with a shoulder sit teddy bear.
    Well, ricca is even more displeased
    but wat to do.. some ppl just dun get it and despite so many
    warnings, she still cant even do a proper elevator.
    Tsk.




    After that, we had cheerleading camp.
    Oh my, Nisa is sooo fierce..
    Hahahah...
    It was uber hilarious.
    Imagine a group of cheerleaders still clad in their cheerleading costume playing
    musical chairs and other games.
    Interesting kan....

    (speaking of which, those power bases lifted me up on Monday. and they kept laughing. coz faizal face look funny according to nisa. and according to fad, my boobs kept bumping their face. wth. told u i wont be a flyer. grrr....)






    After the camp
    I went back with my old schl mate.
    Its funny how we never talk to each other in sec schl days but
    met again after so long.





    and I met Farhadiah in McDonalds!!!
    I miss her sooooo mucchhhh..







    Before I end my long post,
    (is it long??)
    I wanna shout out to my darlings and matreps out there.
    I miss you guys.


    NaD I wanna go for late dinner and bitching session with you again. and i gotta say, ur e only girl who can escape wearing an orange bag with green shoes and still look cute in it!! i wanna be like you tooo!!!!
    Aisah, wateva happens to your blog? and thnk u so much for e pictures. hehe.. monday is bully aisah day , anyone??
    Fz, eh i onnie get to c u for awhile on friday. dan mana kau hilangkan diri?? dating ehhh.. mentel eh... heheheh.. i miss u lots!!!
    Hafiz, y u always steal my gfs away? nanti kau... =p
    Nisa, u sexy babe.. alamak!! garang plak tu... kesian si budak tu terkencing terberak kena pekik.. tapi tkpe. she deserve it... hahaha.. eh jahatnyer aku???
    Fassi, u nottie gerl, antar gambr k. innova primary is a cute name , duncha think??
    Dinie, six packs nampak??? gd luck!!
    Athirah , miss u lots .. lama tk jumpe. n pls dun cut ur hair. tt long hair is ur signature. and gerl, biler jumpe tolong perform skeleton dance ok?
    Tasha , AKU CINTA PADAMUUUUUU.. antar me those pics ye sayang!!!!! and our spidey date, biler niiii.. gerl.. i miss you like hell ok!!!!!!
    Ros aka Bim , shit happens. hate e feeling. But hafta endure.. rmbr, dun give ok??
    Fyra, eh babe.. study dates aye aye aye?? sexy sey ko joget!!! mcm nk 'smack tt' betol!!!











    reply to tags


    =) - I still dun remember. tmr must tegur me ok? eh, how u know my name sahh???
    nad - mana ada. awak lagi sexy ok!!!!
    narrie - eh thnks.. tapi awak lagi lawa dan sexy ok!!!! gerl, tukar ur dp lah. ur pics at my house lawa2 sey.. conferm org terpikat ngan u nyer... =)

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Saturday, May 12, 2007


    Jolly morning you all.
    I am finally back (said it twice) from e long disappearance. Its not an act of vanishing into hidings but more of taking a shortcut to solving a nagging problem. In short, I was on hiatus. Now that I'm back, I'll be rocking this space once again and be sure you watch it ok!!

    Lets just start from e pieces I left behind.
    This whole week have been a truly hectic one - e workload, disagreements and all. But thank god its all over and if i may request from HIM once again - please dunlet it happen again.

    First of all, its Aixin. I do not wish to repeat the story all over again for I might drain my tears and spoil this keyboard. I am extremely sad and disconsolate about her misfortune and given e chance to turn back time, I would have done everything I could to prevent it frm happening. I couldnt sleep on the night tt she fell. I felt for her - its disheartening to see ur tired loved ones rushing down to e hospital and its even more disheartening to be in pain. Aixin is one strong girl. Despite the pain tt she had to endure - the completely broken bones and all - she managed to smile and kept telling us she's okay.

    And despite e act she tried to pull - just to make sure e squad arent discouraged - we know, fad and I, we know she's in a great pain. We couldnt sleep. The next day, nearly e whole cheerleading squad cried. Pray tt Aixin wil get well soon. She cant possibly miss her exams - its getting nearer. Ohmigod. I will make sure she gets all e help tt she nids!!
    Other than that - the week has been a rather let down for me. Probably because I cant forgive myself for her. I still remembered the time fad cried and kept blaming herself. Its not only her fault sah... its mine too.

    I cant concentrate in class. My internet's down for some reason and I'm in no mood to really talk to anyone so for those whom I've shrugged my shoulders to, u'd probably need to give me some time. And I cant stand her. Its obvious how she practises favourtism. I dun understand why Aisah and I were screamed at for producing mc on e second day of absence and y e rest were not even reprimanded for producing letters from parents and give such lame excuses for not going to e doctor. We had an mc - they had only letters. Its a major obvious difference. Well, doctors cant lie, can they?

    And the fact tt its already been known to the whole school that whenever it rains , the gate closes at 8.30. I came in at 8 for gods sake. And top it up, I was already upset abt aixin's injury. I dun wanna talk about this anymore. I dun feel the need to. If she needs to find fault with me, by all means - its not as if I dun notice it.

    Dah. Forget it. Sunday's soo not e day to slam urself into sorrows.


    oh yah. ive also learnt e true value of friendship. as quoted by dee - its in tt moment of clarity you know who your true friends are. Shall not elaborate.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;



    I'm back people.
    Sukerrrr????
    heh.
    Klah. I will post up when I come back.
    Im meeting darling tasha!!!!!
    Anyway, why r guys nowadays so short?????
    And yah. I've learnt e true value of friendship. =)
    I miss my darlings.
    FZ . AISAH. NAC!!!!!!!
    korang ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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    Wednesday, May 02, 2007


    Today is a day of sheer fatigue. It starts with 4 by 4 and 4 by 1 relay sprinting. I swear my legs were going to give way but it left an uber fulfilling sense of achievement... Other than that, there was e normal study periods and after schl we went to SunLove for a performance. haha.... I din know singing solo could be very nervous wrecking. But it was oklah. At least e mic was 'blasted' at low volume.

    And after which we've had ice creams and i regretted buying a cone coz wat i really wanted was a strawberry milkshake!!! But, control aini.. control....

    By zeee wayyy.. Its only Wed and I already have several dates on Sat. With Fyra darling. Naqiah darling. Definitley Tasha darling!! I miss going out with Nad darling and Esah lima puluh sen. =) Maybe we shall have a complete 42A outing again? Ohyah.. Narrie, e part two of consultation. Hehe... Who shall I go out with? Prioritise aini.. prioritise.. How I wish there's 48 hours in a saturday so I could meet ALL my darlings within one day. =)

    Ohyah speaking of going out, I went out with Tasha and Naqiah yesterday. What an uberly funny outing. It got me panting from laughing too much and i nearly got coke coming out of my nose.. What a perfect spot we sat in to laugh becoz there were lots of funny ppl around. From e guy with e BIG hair to e guy with dreamy eyes. And tt guy Naqiah got stuck with. Sorry Naq, could not help you - could not stop laughing either. Luckily its overrrrrrrrrrr.. =) Nevertheless, I love you guys to the core. From the bottom of my sexy ass heart!!! =)

    I'm in love - with my new half jacket (tt looks hot btw) and my vest!!!!
    I'm in love - with e idea of love.

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    Hello relatives of Andy.
    So, r u guys done with mocking me?
    If u r, good. Now's e time to turn around and mock at yourself.
    It takes only ONE more tag to make me do e necessary evil.
    Remember, your beloved abang andy is under duress.
    So anything tt triggers him might just blow his top.
    He's catching his 4 years worth of lost life.
    So if you're tinking of making him break down,
    go on. tag me.
    I shall do my EVERY bit to bring him down.



    sincerely,
    miss-bitchy-only-when-necessary

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    Tuesday, May 01, 2007


    What I asked for was so simple. Delete those infuriating comments and clear my name
    to Elias. Senang ajer. Its so freaking simple. I do NOT see why Andy has to make a fuss about it, refusing to do so. Just so u guys remember, ur familly problems are wayyyyyyy to humiliating than mine. Besides, my parents are ustaz ustazah so whatever you say about them are mere tuduhan and everyone knows that.
    And about the weight problem.. well.. everyone deserves a venue for celebration and by mocking me, it shows how pathetic YOU feel about your freaking weight thus explaining your jealousy. Please do not be stupid. If you cant celebrate your success in your blog, then why even have one in the first place?
    BODOH to the max.
    Bodoh. Bodoh to the power of infinity. Tulah kecik2 tk nk mampos dah besar susahkan orang.

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