I remember blogging about uncontrollable emotions.
Looks like its here to stay.
I'm not sure if this is partly due to stress
but one thing for sure, there's really nothing I can
do about it.
As hard as I try NOT to be angry or hate anyone,
these farce feelings just cannot seem to go away.
With all the disappointments that these few people have given
me time and time again,
I'm beginning to think that these
anger and hatred could well be justified.
But no.
Anger and hatred shuld not be injected into my life.
Coz it will all the more makes it complicated.
Its hard enough trying to not un-hate a person.
Its even harder trying to do the same to three person - at the same time.
And to make it worst, I'm the kind of person who have trouble
keeping my emotions a secret.
When I have problem with ur presence, you will eventually realise it.
Even though I try hard enough not to make it obvious.
Its hard being nice when the other party rides over your pride.
Its hard trying to salvage a friendship when the other party refuse
to do the same.
The hardest thing of all?
Is tat I have to live with it - at least for the rest of this year.
