Friday, January 05, 2007
It was only yesterday when I made a shoutout abt smelling Fridays
and all tat.
And I cant believe I'm sitting down here today being emotional and all.
*sigh*
Sometimes I wonder why I cant change some of my emotions.
Some of it which I dont wish to be in.
Like being angry for example.
I try to find rationalewhen I'm angry or sad. And when I have successfully argue to myself that
there are reasons why certain things happen the way it had, I still couldnt bring myself out of that anger or sadness pit.
And as for now, I'm having a phletora of feelings.
Angry, frustrated, discouraged and tinge of excitement.
I'm angry with myself for falling asleep when I shouldnt have.
Frustrated at someone for not making the effort.
Discouraged for my flu havent go away and I'm going for a thriathlon today.
Excited to meet Aisah for e thriathlon later.
Oh yes. How about sad?
Sad for e enthusiasm has died.
I wonder why.
Maybe he's just being happy screwing the foreign-yet-not-so-foreign chicks over there.
Talking about which, I and FZ would be doing a research on Sexual Deviation.
How cool is that?
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
