Its already Sunday!!
So fast!!
I havent even get to enjoy my weekends yet
and Monday is already coming!
This is kinda depressing.
Haiyoooo...
Another typical weekend.
You know, sit at home
homework, trying to study but got
distracted by the internet, music and the
irritating 24 year-old sister whom I have
no idea WHY loves to attract attention and acts like
a kid. Trust me, it took me 18 plus years to find out why and
I still doesnt have the answer.
Aside that, my relationships have been taking me
through a roller coaster ridezzzz.
Like at one point of time, I am okay with Mom
and the next thing I know she doesnt talk to me.
Uh yes, my passport have been confiscated by the way.
Which is kinda sad.
Coz it means no more Johor trips for me and Aisah.
Its ok. I'm two years apart from 'The Age'.
Once I reach 'The Age', trust me, I will do whatever
it takes to regain my life which I seemed to have lost.
I'll go for movie marathons, holidaying with my
friends in Bali or Bintan,
camping at seaside, come back home in the wee hours, clubbing...
Actually not the clubbing part.
I hate clubbing.
I remember when I was at a tender age of 14, one
of my exboyfriend has brought me to this Club at Clark Quay
and the only thing I saw were girls
clad in non existent clothes, boys trying to hook up
girls for one night stand!!
People vomiting their intestines out after excessive drinking.
And while I was there, I felt like as if I was one of them -
the dregs of society.
Ok.
Enough about the past.
Lets embrace the future.
To my Mom who never could spend less than an hour talking to my teacher during parent teacher meeting.
To the sister who irritates me but still sweet enough to give me
chocolate cake yesterday.
To my Father who laughs at his brother's silliness which he himself were capable of doing. Hahah.. bapak, bapak...
To the boyfriend who never fails to make me laugh - and cry.
I just feel like cuddling up with B and feeling e sea breeze on our face.
(did u manage to see the 'coded' message?)