Hello blogging.
After so many days of abandoning you.
=)
First of all, I wanna thank all you lovely
people who visited me in the hospital.
All you sweeties, Aisah, Nisa, Fairuz, Hafiz, Nad, Fas, Jasmine and Zheng Huey, Andy and Mizan.
and thnk u dinie for calling me.
Ros, Fyra and Seri for e lovely get well msges.
and obviously my family.
especially mak.
yg sampai penat2 jaga anak dier yg satu ni.
cant thnk u enuff.
tulah time baik tk ingat mak.. time sakit mak jugak yg jaga..
ishishish..
btw.
my stay in e hospital have been an eye opening one.
very eye opening.
e emaciated elderlies tugged at my heart strings
and i feel for them.
I do not want my parents to be like that.
god forbids if i ever leave my parents when they are at old age.
strike me with e lightning or smething if I ever do.
another eye opening event is when i had a brief encounter with some
insignificant cretin whom i shall not named for i want to belief that they
still have their pride intact.
Though I have this nagging doubt that they still do.
To make e story short, I don't dig into e past.
I have threw away all the debris of year 2006 and do not wish to revisit
e antecedent stuffs.
Yet. Some ppl pester me for it.
And when i give them what they want, they cant accept the truth.
So gerl, IF you happen to be 'jongang', maybe its time u
realise you shud pick someone your own kind for a fray.
Maybe someone whose had a baby at e mere young age of 19,
experimented a shotgun marriage and after a bitter divorce,
goes around looking for guys to (in your very own words) fuck around.
Yeah, someone exactly like YOU.
And of all the people, u picked Shahdan, my exboyfren
to be your steady fuckbuddy.
And still have e cheek to tell me im jealous.
Gee.
PUHLEASE...
Andy is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy much better than Shahdan.
Attitude wise. Agama wise. IQ wise. Look wise.
Besides, im in for a loving relationship, not a fucking relationship.
I wouldnt be proud if i happened to be fucked by a guy.
Unlike you.
You know those 'Malay Mats and Minahs'
whom ppl always mentioned.
About being a sampah masyarakat and menyusahkan
orang lain?
You've heard?
Well, YOU are one of them.
And that includes Shahdan.
So please.
Aku tk campur orang macam ni.
Btw, I and Andy are back together.
Its only for a short while tt we had a misunderstanding.
We still love each oth very much so.
