Jolly morning you all.
I am finally back (said it twice) from e long disappearance. Its not an act of vanishing into hidings but more of taking a shortcut to solving a nagging problem. In short, I was on hiatus. Now that I'm back, I'll be rocking this space once again and be sure you watch it ok!!
Lets just start from e pieces I left behind.
This whole week have been a truly hectic one - e workload, disagreements and all. But thank god its all over and if i may request from HIM once again - please dunlet it happen again.
First of all, its Aixin. I do not wish to repeat the story all over again for I might drain my tears and spoil this keyboard. I am extremely sad and disconsolate about her misfortune and given e chance to turn back time, I would have done everything I could to prevent it frm happening. I couldnt sleep on the night tt she fell. I felt for her - its disheartening to see ur tired loved ones rushing down to e hospital and its even more disheartening to be in pain. Aixin is one strong girl. Despite the pain tt she had to endure - the completely broken bones and all - she managed to smile and kept telling us she's okay.
And despite e act she tried to pull - just to make sure e squad arent discouraged - we know, fad and I, we know she's in a great pain. We couldnt sleep. The next day, nearly e whole cheerleading squad cried. Pray tt Aixin wil get well soon. She cant possibly miss her exams - its getting nearer. Ohmigod. I will make sure she gets all e help tt she nids!!
Other than that - the week has been a rather let down for me. Probably because I cant forgive myself for her. I still remembered the time fad cried and kept blaming herself. Its not only her fault sah... its mine too.
I cant concentrate in class. My internet's down for some reason and I'm in no mood to really talk to anyone so for those whom I've shrugged my shoulders to, u'd probably need to give me some time. And I cant stand her. Its obvious how she practises favourtism. I dun understand why Aisah and I were screamed at for producing mc on e second day of absence and y e rest were not even reprimanded for producing letters from parents and give such lame excuses for not going to e doctor. We had an mc - they had only letters. Its a major obvious difference. Well, doctors cant lie, can they?
And the fact tt its already been known to the whole school that whenever it rains , the gate closes at 8.30. I came in at 8 for gods sake. And top it up, I was already upset abt aixin's injury. I dun wanna talk about this anymore. I dun feel the need to. If she needs to find fault with me, by all means - its not as if I dun notice it.
Dah. Forget it. Sunday's soo not e day to slam urself into sorrows.
oh yah. ive also learnt e true value of friendship. as quoted by dee - its in tt moment of clarity you know who your true friends are. Shall not elaborate.
