The trip yesterday was somewhat hunky-dory and the most mangkok thing was that, I was e only one wearing a FULL uniform. =) After the trip, me and those beautiful ladies when to grab some lunch in the ohmigoditsdamnpack foodcourt. After which, Nad and Esah went for their 3 hours pantatcramming session while I headed straight home. Thought of contacting those ppl to rearrange the cancelled plans - but erm, I rather save the embarassment. "Ohhh, dah cancel plans dgn classmates baru nak keluar dgn I lah kira?" Its all too familiar. =) Then again, it has always been gurlfrens before guy frens. And its better that way.
So while I tried some studying and tv watching, someone gave me a shock of my life. Apparently him and his gurlfren were fighting and is presently on each other's neck because of a third party. You'd probably guessed it - I'm e third party. Freak kan. I've made it clear to him tt I would never be a third party and if I were to accept someone's offer to be his girlfriend, I rather he be a single lad - preferably more than 2 months. (comes with no emotional baggage)
My past relationship has been broken off by either third parties or has some significance of a third party - eversince then I keep telling myself I will never BE a third party. The sad part was that I cried after knowing they were fighting because I know how it feels to have your bf cheated your feelings for another girl. I've been in her shoes and now I'm doing this to another girl. That really got my mood down sey. I felt so freaking guilty for going out with him .
I shall not be a third party. This I promise myself.
