Tuesday, December 12, 2006
I can feel my goosebumps now.
Coz it seems that everyone is tuning on to jiwangz.
And its been a long time since I last
shiok sendiri with jiwangz.
About... 4 years ago gitu?
Hmm.. the goosebumps wun go away.
=)
Its 4.30 A.M now and I still can't sleep.
There's something bothering me at the back
of my mind but I can't quite figure out what.
I hate it when this happens.
I think its the phletora of things happening
around me that is making me feel this way.
So maybe I shall lay out everything properly
and then decide the reason why i can't catch
my forty winks.
The first possible reason may be because
I still can't figure out how to write a resume.
And I'm supposed to have it ready by morning.
The second possible reason may be because I'm
a bit affected by his problems.
And especially the fact that I know I can't help him
coz he really have to go through this hurdle himself.
My heart goes out to him when he told me his problems.
And no matter how he tried to hide it,
I can still see the sadness in his eyes.
And my deepest concern is that he
doesnt do what he is not supposed to do.
If he does, he'll be breaking my heart into pieces.
The third possible reason must be because of what
The Ex just smsed me.
That bast*rd.
I seriously do not know what is wrong with him.
And why the hell I used to loved him.
According to B, The Ex looked like tongkang pecah.
Why yes, it took me this long to realise.
The fourth possible reason is the fact that I cannot find
my econs holiday homework.
Somebody shoot me.
For my 11 plus 1 year of schooling, i've always been
misplacing my homework.
God bless my close friends.
The fifth possibility may be due to the fact
that I have been uncontactable to many.
Which also means that I have been missing on a lot
which I hope not.
I've just re-connected to the world now.
No thanks to fucking handphone.
The sixth possible reason must be the
fact that I have downed 4 red bulls.
If mom knows this, she'll kill me.
Oh no, this must be it.
I cannot sleep coz I'm drunk on red bull.
Damnlah.
Anyway, I've searched on recipes on Quiche Lorraine.
I thought it would be nice to cook something for mine and his family.
But I've decided that death by diarrhoea or food poisoning
is not at all glamorous. -
I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
